Hey Let Go

Hmmm..

That's an interesting concept. Letting go, eh? My new 'let go' is my newfound bitterness towards the 'other boy'. There's this funny 'ex' Valentine's Day party tomorrow night where you can throw darts at pics of your ex. I know that there's this big foamboard pic of him here @ work - I want to bring it and a sledgehammer. Right now all I can think of about him is that I believed in him so much - and for what? Nothing. Literally nothing. Lost so much cred, lost so much belief - maybe I can frame it that it was good to know that I could believe in something again. I just wish I could have chosen better. I don't think he deserved me in the least. Wow, quite the perspective change.

Interesting weekend - spent Saturday with the new boy. I don't know what to think - he did stay over (again) and I have officially had as much sex in 2006 as I did in 2005 (and with only 1 partner, instead of 3).

The sleepover this time was, uh, whoa. Maybe I haven't had much in a while but I needed a day to recover. My hormones are seriously raging.

And he's been researching me - he quoted my e-mails. I kinda think it's cute - but he also filed for divorce on Wednesday. He's one up on me. I think I'm going to be the week of the 26th.

Work is work - must enter schedules (my least favorite activity). I hate entering schedules.