demons

How many do you have?

I have many. I think i've learned to embrace them.

I have the book demon - I think I will name him Phil.
I have the music demon - she will be named Ruth.
I have the wanderlust demon - I shall name that Roy.
I have the unrequited love demon - I will name that demon evil, evil, evil Amy.

I was good this weekend - helped the moms out around the house - kept out of trouble, out of touch, out of emotional wickedness. I did read Someone I Loved - which was not fun - but also collegial in the whole 'i know someone cheated on you and ruined your life, however here is a breathtaking story of cheating on a spouse and losing the love of your life'. It was nice to read and make sure that I wasn't so nuts. To choose happiness instead of the social norm.

Sometimes i'm smart.

Now if I could just stop trying to figure out why he hates me so much...oh well. I think I can get the idea. Possibly the same way I hate the soon to be ex. I hate karma.

Blaah.